Dear Mom,
It was a Thursday morning in November when you decided to leave. It was a day like any other day, we were at work together like we had done for the past almost 12 years. It's been 3 weeks since that day and I swear I relive it over and over again in my mind, in my dreams. I hope one day it does not feel like a such a nightmare, but today it does.
In a matter of an hour I found out some bad news about financial issues at work, then that you had been having suicidal thoughts in the last month, and that my step dad had found you and stopped you. Fifteen minutes after this you texted me your note saying goodbye. I got to be the last person to hear your voice which is now such a blessing and a curse at the same time.
In the end you chose to leave. I could not convince you to stay, and now nothing will ever be the same again.
Love,
Your Daughter
even though she said goodbye, I still have so much to say
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